Megans Journal

Tue, 21 Nov 2006 14:32:07 GMT

i am bored out of my mind
i really hate school and im so glad
we only have a few more hours & then we can leave.
i barely ever get on this thing anymore
but i figured i would since i have nothing better to do.

ugh

Mon, 03 Jul 2006 04:24:56 GMT

yesterday and today have honestly been the worst days of my life.
i miss him so much and i feel so bad that i didnt talk
to him a lot and spend time with him. i could have any day and i didnt
i just walked past him like he wasnt even there and now i cant change that.
im so glad he's not suffering anymore, but i just wish he wouldnt have
had to go through all of that :( i guess he did live a long life.. for him.
35 years is a long time since he was only suppost to live 6 months when he was born.
i didnt know that it would be this weird to walk in my house and not see him
on the little tv in the living room or not hear my dad say "be quiet matthews sleeping".
i wont ever have to wake up to make him lunch or breakfast or stay home to watch him because
my parents wont be home. my whole life revolved around him.. and im just realizing that.
its gonna take so long for me&my family to get use to this... him not being there.

Sat, 24 Jun 2006 17:36:28 GMT

gosh, everyone should have a best friend like misty nicole dobbs.

she's so incredible.
:)

Mon, 08 May 2006 23:20:34 GMT

i havent got on lj in forever
but everything has gotten SO much better since 3 months ago:)
im finally happy and i think its gonna be like
this for a while.. hopefully

Mon, 27 Feb 2006 22:39:26 GMT

ive learned a lot in the last couple of weeks & i decided
im going to change. im not going to care about people.
if people dont care about me then i shouldnt care for them right?
im gonna live life to the fullest & not cry so much, because being
upset over something as stupid as that isnt worth it, he's not worth it.

Tue, 21 Feb 2006 03:03:34 GMT

anyways
friday me&ashlie hung out. we went to Ruby Tuesdays with Jordan&Samantha
which was the ackwardest thing ever! then we went with them, kaylie, & erica
to see A Date Movie.
saturday i went home & went to the movies with nicole, misty, kaylie, & erica.
then i went home and sat around all day.
sunday i went to ashlies and we went to the mall. we went to see Pink Panther then
walked around with Misty, Nicole, Andrew, & Caleb for awhile. Talked to my cousin
and then went to Grandys..talked to jordan for a little bit then stayed at Ashlies.

Tue, 14 Feb 2006 00:26:30 GMT

today was a good day..
besides my dad yellin at me a few minutes agoo UH

so today in the hallway we were sittin in class & all of a sudden
this girl starts crying & screamin sayin dont fuckin touch me i hate you.
blah blah & the guys like stay the fuck out of my life & i think he was cryin too, but
they broke up & it was really sad. haha
i want a valentine :( but i dont have one & wont have one.. especially
since valentines day is TOMORROW

this bitch was givin me a dirty look today
she will get her ass beat up AGAIN if she keeps on :)

salfjsdljf i know a secret that nobody knows!
and tomorrow when they get home they are gonna be so surprised!
im very excited for her :):):)
<3iloveeverybodyyy

Mon, 13 Feb 2006 02:11:35 GMT

i never get on lj anymore..
its probably because nobody ever comments my stuff & its boring.
so my week was really bad, but my weekend was pretty good.
friday me, dianne, & her parents went & ate at Mudcats i stayed at diannes
then we woke up really early & went & ate breakfast with her mom & went
and saw Final Destination 3. i liked it, but i think it could have been better than that.
anyways we went back to diannes then we went to the strike zone. we ate & waited for
robert to get done with his tournament thing then we hung out with him for a little while
then we left and i went home. today misty came over & we did nothing at all. haha

it needs to hurry up and be summer because im sick
of school and fuckin retarted ass people.
whatever

Fri, 27 Jan 2006 00:40:17 GMT

List the 20 most recent phone calls on your cell phone (dialed, received, or missed or all 3 YOUR PICK.)

1.Brandon
2.Misty
3.Dillon
4.Lance
5.Nicole
6.Dianne
7.Mr.Rick
8.Ric
9.Mom
10.Kaylie
11.Austin Liphratt
12.Kaitlen Q.
13.Ashlie
14.Justin
15.Erica
16.Dad
17.Jordan
18.Samantha
19.Robert
20.Garrett

How did you meet 9?:well she's my mom

Where does 4 live?:Nottinghill

Are you and 20 close?:YUP he's like a brother :)

How long have you known 6?: since 1st grade

Which one's have ring-tones and what are they?: 2-We be burnin 6-Fall baby fall 5-fireman

Which one's have speed dials?: 6 2 13 8 4 9 1

How has 16 affected you?: he's my daddy :) he's made me resposible? haha IDK!

What does 18 drive?: she doesnt drive anything

Is 10 your best friend?: she's one of them :)

How many brothers does 7 have?: ahh mistys dad has 1 or 2 brothers i think..

Are you and 3 friends?: sortof..i havent talked to him a long time

What is 8's favorite color?: green haha

Is 1 related to you?: haha uh no.

Who does 2 live with?: her daddy & her 2 sisters when they come back..
tinky, booger, dolly, charlotte, & bubba her doggies :)

Do you have fun with 5?: ALWAYSS

How tall is 11?: eee..he's short

Is 13 one of your best friends?: yupp

What about 12?: nah

Do you and 15 have a past?: yeah..she's a best friend :)

What reminds you of 19?: too much stuff

Does 17 have the same phone service as you?: yeah

Who have you known the longest?: since the middle of 6th grade when misty liked him! haha

Which one do you never argue with?:7 12 11

Who do you talk to the least?: 12 4 7 11 3 10

Who do you see the most?: 2 5 6 9 16 15 13

Which one calls you the most?: 1 & 2

Which one(s) are your best friend(s)?: 2 5 6 10 13 15 20

Who do you argue the most with?: 1 2 5 6 9 16

Which one(s) make you smile?: almost all of them

Which one(s) make you frown?: ahh :(

Which one(s) have the same phone service as you?: 1 9 10 11 13 14 17 & idk who else

Fri, 27 Jan 2006 00:18:54 GMT

today wasnt that good of a day
it was very boring and im not excited about all the tests
i have tomorrow :( i must be a freakin IDIOT! i made a 77 on
my health test & it was easy! Coach Burleson yelled at me :( hah
im so glad my stomach isnt hurtin as much as it was before. thank god because
i dont know what i'd do if it was still like that!

hopefully my plans for the weekend work out right.
if i dont have a good weekend im gonna like snap because
ive had a really bad week and it would be worse if i had
a bad weekend also.

misty nicole! feel better. idk whats up, but your in a bad mood and
you need to change that shit!

Thu, 26 Jan 2006 00:26:43 GMT

today was a good day
i went to the doctor..i have medicine now so i wont feel so bad :)
and me & misty joined Curves
nicole & dianne are suppose to be joining very soon also

i wish i wouldnt say things that i should say to people
i shouldnt be saying dumb things to :(

sickkk

Mon, 23 Jan 2006 20:25:16 GMT

i came home from school a little early today
because i was sick :( i felt stupid because i was cryin
in class. i have to go to the doctor & get medicine because
i cant take the pain.. OKAY im gonna stop bein a cry baby
im gonna go take a nap & maybe ill feel better :(

Sun, 22 Jan 2006 20:23:00 GMT

sfjlasdjflsdj
me and dianne are bored and she is reading a book. :(
my house is lame & lastnight was boring.

yesterday my dad made me mad & so i left my house
and went to the mall. we went to see Glory Road, but it was lame
so we went to Hostel & that movie was eww.
after that we had to go to Belks.. we went upstairs got food
then we left. took misty house & then me & dianne went to her house.
left her house. went to my aunts & just chilled? haha
i think i gained like 10 pounds this weekend..
its time for a serious diet!

i dont want to go to school tomorrow :(
gahh i hate glynn academy & the people that go there.
they are all stupid up & whoress forreall.
i think me & dianne are about to go do something?
peace

Fri, 20 Jan 2006 23:48:11 GMT

so this week has been okay besides drama...STUPID drama!
some girls just need to learn how to just forget stupid shit
and stop being people besides the person who supposibly said it.
im just glad im not in it :-)

so ill probably be sittin at my house all weekend long because
nobody wants to hang out with me.pretty sad!

i miss a lot of my "old friends" that i use to be friends with.
well i guess we're still friends, but it sure dont seem like it.
ill just stick with misty.dianne.&nicole because CLEARLY they are
better anyways :):)

Wed, 18 Jan 2006 20:13:27 GMT

yesterday was half day & i had alot of fun.
me, misty, dianne, nicole, travis, erica, & darryll all
went and ate at Salvadors then we walked in the GHETTO! to darrylls dads.
we went to mr.ricks work to get ready & then we went to the
basketball game. im glad misty finally met andrew..it was about damn time :)
afterwards we took everyone home & me&dianne stayed with misty.

soo..i hate girls they are all whores except for like 5.
i mean really..i honestly didnt think there was that many whores
at Glynn Academy, but good lord!! the guys are assholes too
OH WELLL
today me&dianne went home early. i went to eat lunch with
my mom and her best friend kelly. now im at home waiting for people
to get out of school so i wont be too bored anymore.

Thu, 24 Nov 2005 20:13:34 GMT

Happy Thanksgiving :)

today was a really good day.
i love my family i just wish i spent
more time with them..
now im really excited bc Christmas
is just right around the corner

im so ready for this school year to be
over with. its going by so fast
aslfjsdljf

yesterday was a lot of fun i had so much fun
even though i found out something about someone
that made me upset.. ohh well :)
im gonna go eat some more
& go fish with my little cousins hAHa
♥

this weekend

Mon, 21 Nov 2005 01:35:32 GMT

i had alot of fun this weekend minus
all the arguements between me, misty, & dianne. haha

friday-dianne had to babysit so me & misty went to my
aunts house until dianne came & got us. we went to diannes
and did nothing at all.
saturday-went to the river. rode 4-wheelers till 5.
got ready. went to diannes again. went to the play:)
it was pretty funny. kathryn, amanda, & whitney did a really good
job! they were so funny. lol well then we went to taco bell..dianne
got hit on by the dude at the counter. we went to diannes house
& went to sleep..
today-woke up early. went to the river rode 4-wheelers till 2 something.
took misty home. dianne took me home. then i sat at home all day.

christmas is so close im so excited :)
i love christmas break. its always fun..
last christmas break was the best though minus
a big part of it :-/ oh well..in 6 months its gonna
be summer ahh..school is going by so quick.
<3im happy

Thu, 17 Nov 2005 01:13:17 GMT

i really should be doing my biology project that is due
friday, but i'd rather be on livejournal updating even though
nobody reads or cares about. anyways today was good. next week
is Thanksgiving & we dont have school wednesday, thursday, & friday.
so whoever wants to hang out wednesday & friday call me because
i have nothing to do.
<3

Sun, 13 Nov 2005 16:19:02 GMT

yesterday was so bad
people were being really mean to
me and then at like 11:30 last night
i lost my cellphone on Jekyll and
i looked for it all night in mrs.fayes car.

this morning me&dianne went to breakfast with
my dad & then we went to Jekyll and thank god
my cellphone was in the trash with our krystals.
ahh..i was so happy. im still getting a new one
because a stupid asldjflsdjf messed it up thursday
at school..

im not going to like anybody anymore.
im sick of likeing someone & then everything getting
screwed up like it is now. oh well..i dont need a boy
to make me happy anywaysss!

today me&dianne are going to the river to ride 4wheelers
again. yesterday was pretty lame when we went bc we only
had one but we're taking the other today.
my mom got a new car & its pretty.. she really needed a new one
so im glad she got one.
OKAY
im getting ready<3

Fri, 11 Nov 2005 17:46:52 GMT

ME&DIANNEEE ARE DOING A SURVEYY TOGETHER :):)
1. DO YOU SNORE? no we dont snoree

2. ARE YOU A LOVER OR A FIGHTER? loverrss

3. WHAT'S YOUR WORST FEAR? diz-losing everything meg-drowning

4. AS A KID, WERE YOU A LEGO MANIAC? nahh, but dianne was

5. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF "REALITY"? dianne loves reality...hm

6. DO YOU CHEW ON YOUR STRAWS? yeh

7. WERE YOU A CUTE BABY? dianne=chubby&bald

8. IS THE SINGLE LIFE FOR YOU? hell nah but right now we dont gotta choice

9. WHAT COLOR IS YOUR KEYBOARD? meg-black di-gray&black

10. DO YOU SING IN THE SHOWER? yehh

11. HAVE YOU EVER BUNGEE JUMPED? nahh

12. ANY SECRET TALENTS? they wouldnt be secret if i told you

13. WHAT'S YOUR IDEAL VACATION SPOT? dizz saysss the mountains i say anywhere thats not brunswick georgia

14. IS JAY LENO FUNNY? no he's got a big chin

15. CAN YOU SWIM? yeah somedays

16. HAVE YOU SEEN THE MOVIE "DONNIE DARKO"? nopee its probley lame

17. DO YOU GIVE A DAMN ABOUT THE OZONE? whats the ozone?

18. HOW MANY LICKS DOES IT TAKE TO GET TO THE CENTER OF A TOOTSIE ROLL POP? a billion cadrillion dianne says 3

19. CAN YOU SING THE ALPHABET BACKWARDS? dianne-i can hardly sing it forwards me-which way english or spanish? harhar

20. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ON AN AIRPLANE? megan- when i was like 2 dianne-nahh

21. DO YOU HAVE YOUNGER SIBLINGS? dianne dont, but i have one

22. DO YOU PREFER ELECTRIC OR MANUAL PENCIL SHARPENERS? its electric

23. WHAT'S YOUR STAND ON HUNTING? killin is bad, but people gotta eat

24. IS MARRIAGE IN YOUR FUTURE? duhhh

25. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING? dianne says kinda somedays but mines ugly as hell

26. WHAT ARE YOU ALLERGIC TO? megan is allergic to off bug spray & dianne is allergic to all bug bites(weirdooo)

27. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU SAID? bites

28. TUPAC IS STILL ALIVE RIGHT? yeah

29. DO YOU CRY AT WEDDINGS? depends on who it is

30. HOW DO YOU LIKE YOUR EGGS? scrambled & fried

31. ARE BLONDES DUMB? nahh they are smart

32. WHERE DOES THE OTHER SOCK END UP? on the floor with the other one

33. WHAT TIME IS IT? 12:15 PM

34. DO YOU HAVE A NICKNAME? too many to namee

35. IS MCDONALD'S DISGUSTING? YES

36. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU WERE IN A CAR? about 30 min. ago

37. Do YOU PREFER BATHS OR SHOWERS? Showers dianne says-baths

39. DO YOU LIKE TO HAVE YOUR NECK KISSED? yehh

40. ARE YOU AFRAID OF THE DARK? yehh

41. WHAT ARE YOU ADDICTED TO? ice ice baby

42. CRUNCHY OR CREAMY PEANUT BUTTER? Creamy

43. CAN YOU CRACK YOUR NECK? are you suppost?

44. HAVE YOU EVER RIDDEN IN AN AMBULANCE? dizz has..i havent

45. HOW MANY TIMES HAVE YOU BRUSHED YOUR TEETH TODAY? none yet

46. IS DRUG FREE THE WAY TO BE? nah

47. ARE YOU A HEAVY SLEEPER? not really

48. WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR EYES? brown

49. HOW LOUD DO YOU SNEEZE? dianne says"oh god dont get started on megans sneezing"

50. DO YOU LIKE YOUR LIFE? suree why not

51. WHO'S BETTER: STONE COLD OR THE ROCK? whooo smelllss what the ROCKKKK is coookinnnn

52. ARE YOU PSYCHIC? no even if dianne says she is

53. HAVE YOU READ "CATCHER IN THE RYE"? nope

54. DO YOU PLAY ANY INSTRUMENTS? guitar&piano

56. CAN YOU SNOWBOARD? no but we wannnaa

57. HAVE YOU BEEN CAMPING? duhh

58. DO YOU SNORT WHEN U LAUGH? only on purpose

59. DO YOU BELIEVE IN FATE? yes

60. ARE DOGS A MAN'S BEST FRIEND? men are dogs

61. DO YOU BELIEVE IN DIVORCE? its sad, but yeah

62. CAN YOU DO THE MOONWALK? nahh

63. DO YOU MAKE A LOT OF MISTAKES? yeahh & together too

64. IS IT COLD OUTSIDE TODAY? yeah its a little chillyy

65. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ATE? a bacon, egg, & cheese muffin

67. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN KISSED? yes

69. DO YOU SHOP AT AMERICAN EAGLE? yes we do

70. FAVORITE SONG AT THE MOMENT? crawling back to you & just want you to know

71. FAVORITE CD AT THE MOMENT? nonee

72. FAVORITE TV SHOW AT THE MOMENT? Laguna Beach & the O.c

73. EVER CURSE AT YOUR PARENTS? yeahh we have :(

74. WORST PUNISHMENT YOUR PARENTS GAVE YOU? being grounded for a month

75. BIGGEST TURN ON? if there cute or not.. teehee

76. BIGGEST TURN OFF? meanies, liars, & ugly teeth

77. DREAM CAR? dianne=landrover megan=lexus

78. FAVORITE OLD NICKELODEON SHOW? dianne=little bear megan=Franklin

79. DO YOU ANSWER BLOCKED/RESTRICTED CALLS OR NUMBERS YOU'RE UNFAMILAR OF? no

80. LAST CONCERT? dianne=brian white & leanne rimes megan=none :(

81. LAST KISS? dianne=TS megan=AL

82. LAST SONG HEARD? backstreet boysss hollaa

83. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ONLINE? nobody important :( dianne=michael

84. LAST PERSON YOU FOUGHT WITH? probably dianne, misty, or megan

85. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED? dianne=in her shoes megan=i dont remember

86. LAST PLACE YOU EVER WANT TO GO? hell

87. LAST THING YOU SAID? shoes

88. LAST TIME TAKEN ANY DRUG? none

89. LAST THING YOU READ? me typing this

90. WHO DO YOU LOVE RIGHT NOW? our bestfriends, family, & "hims"

91. WHO IS YOUR BEST FRIEND? dianne=megan&misty megan=dianne, misty, & nicole

92. WHO DO YOU HATE RIGHT NOW? stupid seniors who try to like little freshman boys UH & manly men & whoressss!!

93. WHO DO YOU WANT TO HAVE SEX WITH RIGHT NOW? harhar none ya

94. WHO DO YOU WANT TO KILL? whores

95. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST REGRET? megan=jon dianne=T

96. WHAT SHOULD YOU BE DOING NOW? dianne=sleeping megan=talking to EG

97. WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP? dianne=psychologist megan=i dont know

98. WHAT TIME IS IT? 12:33 PM

99. WHAT'S ON YOUR MIND RIGHT NOW? two boyss

100. WHAT IS LOVE TO YOU? everything

anddd

1. First thing you did this morning?checked to see if "they" were online..went to the store..took brianna matt's golf clubs

2. Last thing you ate?
sandwichs

3. Is your cell phone a piece of crap?
diannes isnt, but mine is because a stupid Nword messed it up!

4. What's the thing you look forward to most in the next 6 mounths?
getting out of school, christmas&spring break!

5. What's annoying you right now?
stupid whores

6. Whats the last movie you saw in a theater?
dianne=fog megan=oh lordd i dont remember

7. Do you believe in long distance relationships?
dianne=no megan=it depends

8. What's Worse? ( * for answers)
a) getting hurt**
b) people not being real with you*
c) When you try really hard and your dreams don't come true***

9. Is there someone you miss?
yeah, unfortunatly

10. What inspires you?
people we look up too.

11. If you could put together a concert of 4 bands or artists, who?
Keith Urban, Backstreet Boys, Ryan Cabrera, & Mae

12. Song that sums up your love life?
not sure?

13. What's one thing you wish you were better at doing?
dianne=answering my phone when people call, not getting nervous.
megan=getting over boys, and biology.

14. If you could be anywhere this second, where would you be?
dianne=mountains megan=disney world

15. What's your most vivid memory from 6th grade?
dianne=going out with allen for only a day.
megan=kyle shuman

16. Latest addiction?
dianne=HAHAHAHice megan=dont have any.

17. Have you ever had the slight urge to kill someone?
dianne=yes, my brother<3 megan=yeahh

18. How many people would you say you were interested in?
dianne=3 megan=2

19. What do you love doing?
eating&takling

20. Do you think someone thinks about you daily?
nah

21. Who was the last person you saw or talked to?
dianne= typing to elliot for megan/saw= brianna
megan=dianne/saw=brianna

22. What do you want to be when you grow up?
dianne=phy-KI-AH-TRIST megan=dentist

23. What is your favorite food?
MEXICANNNN

25. What was the last thing you spilled?
dianne=cheese dip megan=my food

Fri, 11 Nov 2005 02:56:02 GMT

today was so blah..
it was probley the best day ive had all week
minus walking to 1st pd, 4th pd, 6th pd, & 7th pd.
ahh i hate boys sometimes.

dianne wrote something on the overhead today
& i dont think ive ever blushed so much in my life.
then when i got her back...she tried to get my crush
to help! ahh she's crazyy.

today me&dianne went to her moms work.
we went to Burger King & we were going to see a movie, but
we didnt. we were gonna go to her house, but someone was here
so we went to my house. we came back to her house. went to publics
then pablos. now we're sitting at diannes house..waiting
like always.
ahh im so proud of myself.
last night i talked to someone & when they said they'd call me back
for the first time i didnt believe them & i didnt really care
when they didnt call back because obviously he's an ass & he knew
he wasnt going to call back when he said he was
i love dianne<3
we're going to take pictures tomorrow
at the drive-in. :)

Tue, 08 Nov 2005 01:34:09 GMT

today was so horrible.
it had to have been the worst day
ive had in like 3 weeks.

anyways
after school me & dianne
tried to walk to the library.
we went down the wrong street, but we finally
found the damn place. we got our stupid articles
for mrs.summerville then went to fox's & saw
garrett, josh, & kevin. talked to them for a little,
ate, then i went home.

my brother isnt gettin out of the hospital
till like the end of the week. today is his birthday
too. i feel really bad. :(
My granny underwood died today also.
she isnt really my grandma, but ive known her since i
was like 6 months old.

i hope this weekend is fun.
friday we're suppost to go see Saw2 at the drive-in.
hopefully that will workout.
<3

Mon, 07 Nov 2005 00:19:02 GMT

today wasnt a good day.
my brothers in the hospital again.
it sucks because even if i dont even
talk to him he's still my brother & i do care
about him.

anyways...
schools tomorrow uh im not excited about it.
after school me&dianne are goin to the library
to get articles for our project.
friday we dont have school & me&dianne
& whoever might go to the drive-in to see saw2
i want to see that movie so bad.
<3gotta do homework
ugh

the fairr

Sat, 05 Nov 2005 19:42:34 GMT

i think yesterday was the first time ive
ever had that much fun at the fair.
i guess it was because i didnt get sick, but
i had a great time even though i was upset
a little bit of the night. it ended up being
alot of fun. i barely saw anybody though. it was kinda sad

i have nothing to do today. if i dont find anything
to do then im gonna go to nicole's sisters house.
everybody is going to the fair tonight.
i really want to go, but 1)i have nobody to go with
and 2) i have 8 dollars even though i could get more
from my mom..i still have nobody to go with.

uh i love how some people can say that someone
they've known like 3 months are there true bestfriends
whenever people that have known her since 3rd grade
arent. thats bullshit & misty&dianne know what im talkin
about. i really dont give a shit about it, but it makes me
mad that she would say that shit.
ilovemytruebestfriends<3

Mon, 31 Oct 2005 00:21:09 GMT

im not in the mood for school
i hate most of my classes
they suck atleast im not failin biology
anymore.
i want a new cellphone
mine is so old and ugly i dont think
anyone has my cellphone anymore haha
oh sad

im excited for tomorrow :)
misty=cowgirl
dianne=gangsta
me=gothic
it should be funny
im def. going to take pictures!

im so happy that the fair is this week!
tuesday & friday im going with dianne&misty
but ill probley end up gettin sick again &
leaving :( i hate that i have motion sickness
i guess ill watch dianne&misty while they
have fun. oh well
<3